Entry #1 : It starts
Dec 26, 2020. 15:02
Inspired by Captain Sinbad on Youtube, I’m writing this journal. I want to keep writing the journal everyday. Like a recap of the day. And a bit of creation happening. It’s like a prayer. A reconciliation with God, with my own Conscience. And to keep track of my direction.
Right now, my direction is to get to that place on Earth, as an Earth being, to that place which has absolute bliss. That which they call Total Freedom from bondage. Samadhi. Enlightenment. Meeting with the Creator. Where my experience apparently will be in a way where that which represents “me” will be everywhere. Well I don’t know. Right now, I’m this guy, typing on this wireless keyboard.
In 2021, I want to cut off all distractions. I want to lease a 2bhk of my own in a conducive environment where there aren’t any distractions, noises, construction sounds, disturbances. A 2bhk bachelor pod where I can get daily bigbasket delivery of fruits, veggies, swiggy salads etc. Where I can have quick access to silent nature. Where I can build the kingdom I want. Some stuff I want to attract before going on the voyage to total freedom. I know that this stuff that I want to build/create is stopping me from going on the voyage to freedom. And I think the stuff I build now is only going to help me in the voyage. To take the voyage, I need enough resources, preparation, skills, support, navigational capability, enough support to come back and live here and serve well.
- Wealth. (How much wealth? Honestly I can do OK with $120K — $150K. Being a millionaire is just a fanciful idea. It’s coming from Vanity. $150K will get me a good house, a good investment portfolio, recurring passive income, a car, enough money to live out my life in peace if I choose to. Actually I want to live peacefully in a comfortable environment. A strong confident materially comfortable $1M wealth. Millionaire Respect. Millionaire Authority. Millionaire Alpha. Millionaire Command.)
I keep writing down these things that I need to build/create/achieve before going on my voyage. But I never actually build the ship. That’s a problem. Start building the body. Start creating wealth. Start learning skills. If you care enough about the voyage to freedom, it will translate into these activities. Either build the ship and go, or just go.
What actually will help me in my voyage to freedom?
- Having enough financial resources
(To travel, get supplies, get a place with silence etc)
($100K Portfolio, $10K Monthly Passive Income) - Useful Skills for Navigational convenience and independence
(Cooking, Driving, Hindi, Negotiation, Bushcraft, Household, Fighting, Flute) - Convenient Body
(LHR, LASIK, Height, Health, Strength, Hatha Yoga)
I think, I have to draw boundaries and cut off everything else that is irrelevant. Anything else like comfort, convenience, pleasure. Even joy has to be sacrificed. Because joyfulness will liberate you. But temporary joy is usually a masqueraded form of slavery. A little bit of laughter is hidden slavery.
So this voyage has to be taken seriously. Absolute Dedication to my voyage. Build the ship. And go. A masculine man building his ship with dedication.
Can he build the ship and go? Or will he be distracted by pinterest, porn, swiggy, sugars, family, friends, greed, beautiful women, fun pursuits?
Nothing wrong in these things. Just that they don’t take him where he wants to go. Once he has gone there, he can come and dance freely with them. Without any turbulence, without any regrets, without any resentment. A Total Dance. In Freedom.
My Well Wishes to you, Mom. May you rest in Peace and be Liberated.
Chalte Chalte Yuhi Koyi Mil Gaya Tha
